As a result of the pain, depressed people often start to experience suicidal ideation. This is the medical term for the process of thinking about suicide. To start with, this could just be general thoughts about taking ones own life. Most people with severe depression will have thoughts about suicide from time to time. The danger arises when these thoughts start to become more frequent and the depressed person starts to think about an actual plan to end their life. Planning can be the precursor to death.
Suicidal depression is very powerful. And it can happen to anyone. It isn't discriminatory and it isn't logical. It can happen to people who are rich and successful. It can happen to Hollywood film stars. It can happen to people who have loving husbands and wives and devoted children. It can happen to people who have highly successful careers. It can happen to people, who in the eyes of the world, have everything to live for. I think this is why so many relatives and friends of suicidal people find it so difficult to understand. Suicidal people can also be hard to reason with. It is as though they are possessed by a demon. In fact, they are. Suicidal people can't count their blessings. But, as ever, it's important to realise that depression is an illness. When it takes hold it can completely alter the person that you know and love.
I've suffered from mild-moderate depression all my life and I can honestly say that I'd never had a single suicidal thought. However, when I became ill in 2015 with clinical depression I was suddenly overwhelmed by thoughts of suicide. It was weird because I remember even the word 'suicide' itself suddenly seemed to be everywhere. Every newspaper I looked at, every news item I watched, every book I read - there it was staring out at me. I remember researching suicide constantly online. Fortunately my plans didn't come to fruition. But I fully understand the urgent nature of the call to kill yourself. That's why depression needs to be identified for the killer that it is. It needs to be de-mystified and it needs to be brought out from the shadows.